Happy first of July, everybody!
It's July! Where'd the time go? At this point in the Summer, I'm a tan little red head. Thanks to my great melanin! I almost have my ideal cheer ready body, and I'm really happy with how flexible I am getting. But, seriously, where has the time gone? I am terrified of how quickly it is going. I want it to go slowly. I want experience life... Slowly. I want to figure out what real love is, slowly. I want to become happy... Slowly, so that it lasts longer. Let' experience life slowly. As a matter of living slowly. Making the best of our lives. I don't want to rush my life. I want to experience this lifetime. I need to learn to stop rushing. I want to enjoy the little bit of childhood that I have left, because after this I never get to be a teenager again. Soon, I'm going to have bills. A lot of them. I'm going to have to go to college, have a steady job, and find a way to live with small amounts of money. I really appreciate my parents. They have done everything for me. No. Things were never perfect. They NEVER will be. They weren't meant to. Things were meant to be hard at times so that we learned to be strong.. That's how I am strong. I have made decisions in my life based on things that happened to me, and I was full of regret for a VERY long time. I have realized that I am done with those sins, and that I am forever forgiven. Jesus SAVED me and I am forever forgiven. I have endured so much pain in my life. But my pain does NOT define me. My regrets do NOT define me. My scars do NOT define me. My religion does NOT define me. My God is who deifines me. My Savior, that's who defines me. My Dad, my spiritual Dad, that's who defines me. NOT the world. NOT society. NOT what has happened to me. JESUS defines me. I am not a just a name or a face to Jesus. I am His child. He is my father, my support system, my painkiller, and my redeemer. The reason that this blog is so colorful is because colors a happy and joyful to me! And Jesus is JOYFUL to me. Jesus saves. 'Nuff said.
XOXOXO
-Morgan
(Was literally crying while typing this, no idea why. Crazy what Jesus can do for ya.)
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