Here We Go.

So here is my first blog of 2016.  I have decided that this year I will be more driven to blog twice a week.
So when you have a craving for love and acceptance you either will throw yourself at everyone and everything that comes your way, or you will separate your soul from your body and disconnect from everything, or you might just block everyone out.  I am just the kind of person that blocks everybody out when I am hurting.  When you block people out, you may be missing the chance to meet someone you're destined for.  When I say "I am just that kind of person" I really should say I was that type of person, a few months ago.  I was feeling unwanted and unloved at that time, and I had very few people available to talk to, and there were gallons of tears- literally,  I do not think I had ever cried as much or as often as I did back then.  Much of this changed when I met a couple people.  First, I met someone that I claim as my big sister now, just by her being there was helpful.  I met one of my best friends, who didn't understand what I was going through, yet was one of the most helpful.  I met a good friend, but I didn't talk to him much in the beginning, but his very uplifting spirit showed me that no matter how hard your life has been, it doesn't change the goodness of your personality/soul.  The most important person I met, well reconnected with, was my God.  God is good to me, he is my provider, my most important opinion, and most of all He is who I am completely in love with.  It is the type of pure love that is not something to be ashamed of.  Because God loves me, and you, too.  And we don't care about what others think, because love that comes from our ultimate creator is beautiful, and pure, and healing.  No matter how hard you've had it.  Your husband or wife may have left you, but you know who was there when you couldn't be?  God.  Have you lost a child, or had multiple failed pregnancies and just wanted to cry out?  Do you now have any living children?  Do you know how you have the gift of children?  God.  Did you know that the child from the terminated/failed pregnancy was pure? Do you know who they are with right now? God.  Have you made mistakes, even terrible, really bad ones?  So have I.  And do you know who has accepted your apology and has forgiven you?  God.  You know how you're reading this right now and scoffing?  God wants you to know you are beautiful, and loved, and accepted.  God wants you to accept him into your life.  Only you can make that decision, though.  There is not one person on Earth who can force you to accept God.  Only you have that authority on this Earth.
To end this blog I will say that when you  block people-anyone- Family, friends, or God out, you are not hurting anyone close to as much as you are hurting yourself.  
XOXO -Morgan