Reflecting on 2k15.

Now that I think about it, 2015 was...  Different, in many ways.  It wasn't a horrible year, but it wasn't great either.  I had to overcome a lot of different things, such as depression, anxiety, PTSD, and self harm.  Right now I am sitting in a car dealership and bored out of my mind, I have been here all morning because my car has some extra crap wrong with it. UGH...  Anyway 2015 was a good year because I made a few more friends than I had before, and made some new relationships that are in bloom.  I found out that when people change it doesn't only hurt you, it hurts the person.  In 2015 My best friend turned into a gigantic jerk, and I miss him a lot, but he'll never be the same.  In 2015 many friendships ended, such as the one I was just talking about, and a few others.  In 2015 I was in a bad place, I'm still not in the best place, but it's better than where I was.  In 2015 I was a cheerleader, and it was a cool experience, but I realized that I'm just not flexible or strong to do any sports.  In 2015 I was lost, I didn't know where I was with God, myself, or my family.  But enough about the past.  In 2016 I am going to overcome depression, and anxiety.  In 2016 I will work on strength and flexibility so that I can do something that makes me happy, which is cheering.  In 2016 I will find  or realize something, or someone that makes me very happy.  In 2016 I will learn to love me.  In 2016 I will find myself, I will meet me.  In 2016 I am going to be happy.  In 2016 I will have the best year I have ever had.  In 2016 I will be different (in a good way.) In 2016 things will change for the better.
XOXO
Sincerely,
Morgan